Oh shit. I have many troubles! About my school and my past. Yes, about my "strange" relationship and now, I'm jealous to my friends. Not because they have boyfriend.
But, because they are better than me. In anything.
They have really good popularity. Sure, I don't want the popularity. But I just want to laugh with them. Really.
If there is a way to become the smart, I think the way is broke.
And the only one way, I think it'll not opened.
Despite all, I really happy to meet them. And till now, I still ask to myself.
Why I can't control myself? I knew that if care about all of that, I'll hurt myself. But, why? Am I must have bad past to ignore them? And I know too, that the troubles came because of me, not anyone."
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