Now

I'm understand now. Why I never have a love story in my life. (actually I had 1, but let's forget it. I never wanted to have it however.)

I read some blogs by my "friends" (or maybe I must say "seniors"). Don't ask me who. And now, I understand. They have love. Since the day they became lover, they were ready to face the troubles. They are have "putus nyambung" scene. It was very hurt. I can understand it, don't know why. And 1 had a tragic life.

And since the second I read those all, I understand. Maybe, God knew from the beginning. That I can't hold all the burdens. I can't hold the ironic story.

That's why I never got a love. Because, all we take, the rest of all is up to us.