Extremely ?

Well, do you still remember about 'him'? Yeah, now, I'm rarely good after all. He doesn't know that I was hurt. But, he cures me. And make me better. Then, I finds something.

Before I realized my feeling toward him, I treated him like my older brother. I believed and played with him like he was my older brother. Then, before I write it, I was chatting with him and realized that we were almost like sibling. Like I always want to.

And now, I really realize it. That my first feeling to him.. and my confidence to him... will never fade. Never. Because he is really my "older brother". Because he is really nii-nii. And so, I don't want to lost him anymore. I will keep this feeling. Always.