My Feeling

I thought, it was the last feeling I have for you.
Because I thought, it's more suitable to us (or me only) to become only "sibling"
But ever since that day, when I wasn't able to come to reunion, you were so panic.
And when suddenly I was allowed to, you were the first person who congratulate me and say "See ya soon."
Then, in the reunion, you were the first person who noticed that I'm sick. We had small talks, and laughed. We were so close, and I fell into happiness.
It's because I finally can meet a person I admire and the only one I trust to everything, and being so close.
It was my fault to falling in love again with you. But don't worry, I will suppress it with all my might. I won't trouble you. I promise. Because I don't want to lose you, because I don't have anyone else I believe but you.